Broken Dreams

How can silence break so many dreams when all that was meant was to save anyone any pain.

Now all I hear is the silence of broken dreams as you shut me out of yours.

One word, one touch, one smile, is that so much to ask for

The values of lies

Come into my parlour said the spider to the fly!!

Yes, that is exactly what a person does when they start lying. They step into the spiders web.

My journey through FC has been a great adventure. along the way i made so many friends, gained a virtual family that i adore and unfortunately encountered some of the deepest hate a person can imagine.

Through it all my new family has been strong and faces whatever comes together.

In the last few days I am amazed at the lengths some people will go to to cover their discrepencies and the level of lying they will go t simply to make themselves look better.

They could learn a lot from the spider or maybe they aleady have.

The dream will soon be a reality

As each day passes now i wake with a growing sense of anticipation. My dreams wrapped in a glorious sunset amongt beauty and love. Soon the dreams of the past year will become a reality and i will finally be able to hold those who have touched my heart and soul for such a long time.

So many times people ask about the existence of heaven and hell and i can only reply that my belief is that they are nothing more than simple states of mind that we each create for ourselves. This might not be heaven but it will come as close to happiness as one can get.

To join with those that care, who laugh with us, cry with us or simply make each day better simply by being.

sometimes the simple things in life are the most precious.

Blackened Heart

As I lay in the darkness and silence i feel my self become as invisible as the night. A part of something that no one sees or imagines feels.

Each waking moment my breath, my heart, my soul belong to others and the short releif comes only when night falls and the world sleeps.

Would that i would wake and be no more than a memory at least then they would remember. Instead i stay in silence until someone sets my soul free.

miles and miles apart

Even though we met by chance through a game the friendships we have formed will last forever. Each one of you touched my heart in one way or another.

So many moments to cherish.

Isolation !!

Who would have thought that disabling my account would feel like such a loss. Suddenly my friends are blank spaces and my soul feels so empty.

Quickly those that love me surround and cocoon me and slowly we rebuild together.

It is times like these i realise that we are not alone. We are simply a small entity in a much bigger picture and for that I am thankful.

Is it really

As that special day approaches we look around at those we called loved ones. Do we really need a special day to honor them. No, not really but for that one day we are all important. Friends, family and unknown. Take a moment and share love of some kind with one person that you might usually never show it to and see the difference that that one moment can make.


For those of you that hold a special place in my heart, you are as endless and unforgetable at the ocean beneath this heart.

I love you seems such a meaningless thing when its just written as three little words so let me show you each how much you mean to me.


Ti amo ! "muah"

Peace

Walk through the darkness and listen to the quiet. The wind in talking through the branches, the sound of rain falling against the ground. Each sound so pure and comforting in its uniqueness and calm.

Even during a thunderstorm nature comforts as it frightens. This is my time of day. A time of contemplation and solace.

This is when i become one with myself and feel the deepest inner peace. Take the time to listen and know the same.

One is the loneliest number

Standing in crowded room surrounded by the humming of people and yet to feel as alone as if sitting on a mist covered ridge far above the world. Trapped within thoughts of another place and time.And yet at other times when we are alone we feel so in touch with others that all feelings of aloneness are gone. The warmth of those we love and love us in return keeping us cocooned in well being. Such is the mind and soul of each of us. Thankful am I for those that i call close. Awed at their love and trust.

Thank you foe being you and keeping the loneliness at bay

My heart is soaring

Today the world is bright and the sun shining. My heart soars like the eagle as my love returns.

All seems right in the world again and darkness recedes. All it took was a smile and a kiss for all to return to a happy state.